Dear Mom, You’ve most likely already heard, another girl has been reported missing, grrrrrr. Worse, we aren’t any further along in our search to find Zachary or any of the vampires responsible for these disappearances. Considering how long we’ve been at this, I have to say, we feel fortunate there hasn’t been more… Our fear is, there may be others who have fallen victim that we haven’t heard about yet. If Zachary and his cronies wanted to, they could really wreck havoc! So the... [more]
Dear Mom, It’s been very difficult lately. As you know, darkness falls much later this time of year. As a result, I haven’t seen families out milling about doing their thing. The absence of happy, laughing children is weighing on me in a way that’s quite surprising to me. I never realized how important these seemingly unnoticeable activities were for me until recently. I guess I took this normalcy, interacting and observing people for granted. As I spend more of my time out during the wee... [more]
Dear Mom, Thank you so much for your letter mom, I feel a lot better knowing that I’ll see you again and I hope all goes well so we can make it happen very soon. When I read your letter I was smiling wide, and of course I remember, “Mama do you love me?” That was one of my favorite storybooks when I was little. I still remember how reassuring it was to hear you read it to me after I had gotten in trouble or done something to upset you. Interestingly, I don’t remember what I possibly... [more]
Dear Mom, It seemed like we were stuck in that crate forever. Not because the trip was so long, but because we were so vulnerable. When our crate finally arrived in LA and we were delivered to our destination, it wasn’t quite dark, so we had to wait a while longer to emerge. When the sun finally set, Eric carefully opened a small hole in the crate. He placed a small mirror up through the hole and looked around. “We’re here,” he said as he opened the crate and slid the top off. [more] »View More
Dear Mom, Over the next week Eric and I spent our time together. He took me out so I could get used to being a vampire and all that comes with that, and the transformation. It’s hard to imagine the thoughts that must go through someones head after being bitten, when they wake-up one night like this. To wake up alone without the kindness of someone like Eric to be there for them, to guide them through the change. I feel so fortunate to have him with me. [more] »View More
Dear Mom, Last night I was telling you about Eric, and it’s understandable that you may have ill feelings towards him. I have to tell you, he was so kind and patient with me, he made the transformation much easier and far less scary than if I were alone. I can only imagine how horrifying it would have been to go through this without Eric’s explanations and compassion. I could feel his incredible strength and power when he touched me. At the same time, I felt a gentleness in him, and a sincere... [more]
Dear Mom, Thank you so much. I can’t express how happy I was when I saw the light on tonight. I could see your face and I saw you put the heart in the window. My greatest fear was that you wouldn’t understand. And, that you wouldn’t want anything to do with me now that you know what I’ve become. I’m pleased to know that you care and that you want to learn more about my new existence. I have so much to tell you, so much to share, including, what has become of me. [more] »View More
Dear Mom, I’ve been trying to figure out what to write for the last two months since I disappeared. So far I haven’t been able to come up with the right words to express everything I want and need to say. But time keeps going by and I know you wonder what happened to me. I’m sure you wonder whether I’m dead or alive and if you could have done anything different. So… I’m going to do my best to explain… [more] »View More
